Catherine describes herself as living in a messy place. A messy place where she is being treated for PTSD and still has the effects of trauma playing out. She lives in this messy place with Jesus â a place where she is weak and he is strong. She co-leads a small house church, helping others meet Jesus in their messy places too, learning together that he walks with us to bring order to the chaos. Catherine has used the NRSVA and NLT for these notes.